Brunei 2009
6 more weeks to POP ah!

well perhaps Brunei can clear my head
i honestly don't know what I'm struggling with

time to disappear

perhaps

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

What is it that's missing...
why does it feel so mundane...
how do I get over this feeling...
when will this end...
where will all these lead to...
and ultimately who will I see at the end of the tunnel.

It's been 3 months 3 weeks and I'm pretty much still alive, goes to show how nothing is pretty much impossible. I'm left with another 2 more months and I haven't reached the hard parts yet.

Well enough about NSlife i guess, life only resumes every Friday night. ok I wouldn't count the Fridays cause I usually just sleep all the way. So I've been down and out the past few days, so what? and I don't think it's gonna be about how I'm gonna get out of this but rather how I would reach my destination in the end.

I wished I had pictures to illustrate everything now cause I'm just so damn lazy.

it sucks even more when the line is drawn.

Baby, now that I've found you